Feeling the breath of the Holy Spirit: a reflection for Pentecost

On the shores of Lake Eleysian at the Holy Spirit Retreat Center

In a Confirmation at St Wenceslaus in the early 80’s, the confirmandi stood as Archbishop Roach prayed, invoking the Holy Spirit to come down upon them. As he prayed, what appeared to be a bird soared over the heads of the confirmandi. Upon closer examination, it wasn’t a dove flying over their heads. It was a bat. Apparently, the Archbishop’s prayer awakened a bat up in the choir loft, and the bat decided to check out all the activity below in the church. It was all rather amusing as ushers grabbed the collection baskets and chased the bat up and down the aisles eventually into one of the bell towers.

The most ancient Hebrew symbol of God’s Spirit in Hebrew scriptures is not a dove (nor a bat). It is the breath of God. God breathed upon the waters in Genesis, and life came forth. Ruah, is the Hebrew word for God’s breath. It is the Wind from all 4 directions that restored a valley of bones to life in the book of Ezechial. It is God’s Wind roaring through the streets of Jerusalem that fills the upper room on Pentecost day. The dove as a symbol, heavily influenced by Greek mythology, came much later.

An image of the Holy Spirit drawn by my artist, sister-in-law, Ann Marier. The word Ruah (breath of God) and Sophia (wisdom), images of God’s Spirit from the Hebrew Testament are in the feminine tense. God’s Spirit is depicted in female form. Around her head is the Trinitarian halo or nimbus. In her hand are seven flames, symbolic of the seven gifts of the Holy Spirit. She sits upon a throne over the waters of creation.

As I finished up my studies to be a spiritual director, I spent five days at a hermitage located on a lake. It was early May, and nature was blossoming everywhere. I spent most of my solitude on the shore of that lake, meditating. I observed how the wind moved the clouds in the sky and the waters on the lake. Remembering how God breathed upon the waters in Genesis, I marveled that the Holy Spirit is God’s life force in the world. It is God’s breath that moves the clouds and causes the waves upon the lake. God’s Spirit is above us, below us, and to the sides of us. As I took a deep breath, I became aware that it is God’s breath that I was breathing. We are never isolated from God’s Holy Spirit. Rather, we move, live, and have our being within the Spirit of God.

God’s Spirit is not trapped in some church building. The Holy Spirit is all around us. On this Pentecost, walk outside. Listen to nature. Feel the breeze on your skin. Take a deep breath and become aware of God’s Spirit around and within you.

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Deacon Bob

I am a composer, performer, poet, educator, spiritual director, and permanent deacon of the Catholic Church. I just recently retired after 42 years of full-time ministry in the Catholic Church. I continue to serve in the Church part-time. I have been blessed to be united in marriage to my bride, Ruth, since 1974. I am father to four wonderful adult children, and grandfather to five equally wonderful grandchildren. In my lifetime, I have received a B.A. in Music (UST), M.A. in Pastoral Studies (St. Paul Seminary School of Divinity, UST), Certified Spiritual Director. Ordained to the Permanent Diaconate for the Archdiocese of St. Paul and Minneapolis, in 1991. Composer, musician, author, poet, educator. The Gospels drive my political choices, hence, leading me toward a more liberal, other-centered politics rather than conservative politics. The great commandment of Jesus to love one another as he has loved us, as well as the criteria he gives in Matthew 25 by which we are to be judged at the end of time directs my actions and thoughts.

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